Hey guys sorry I haven't been blogging for over a month, I've just been taking some time for myself. I hope you all had a happy holidays with your family and that the new year has been treating you all well so far. This is what you've missed in the past month:
Remember my best friend Jared that I'm insanely in love with? Well it was his birthday at the end of January and I texted him happy birthday. my text never delivered. I tried calling him when I realized he blocked my number as well as instagram, snapchat, and twitter. So I haven't seen him all break and I'm done talking to him. I don't understand why he blocked me, we were on such good terms before the break and we planned to hang out when we both came home. But fuck him and his skinny bitch of a girlfriend. He needs to grow up and undertsand that it's okay to have a girlfriend and friends that are girls. I actually haven't been having sex. In fact, I haven't had sex since the last time I blogged i december when I had sex with Matt. It felt like a lifetime ago I almost feel like a saint. What the hell is wrong with me? A part of misses sex and wants to go back to slutting around next semester. Another part of me wants to stop sleeping around and start thinking about a serious relationship. The second thought is a much better choice. Every since the new year started, I've started thinkinga about ways I could better myself in the next 12 months. One of the most important things I'm going to do is get to know someone before having sex with them because that's how I get hurt. I give it up thinking they want to genuinely get to know me but after I fuck them, they're out. And it shouldn't be that way. Also that really nice guy Joe who was totally into me now has a girlfriend. Once again a guy that showed interest in me that I didn't show interest back has a girlfriend. It's all my fault and he deserves to be happy.
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