Today was Saturday and me and my friends decided to go to the city to look at the tree at Rockefeller since we are all going to be separated to go on winter break soon. I woke up at around noon and I found myself still in Matt's bed. Wearing his sweater of course. I woke up and told him I was going to the city so I went down to my dorm to get ready.
We finally made it to the city and trust me if you've been in times square during the Holidays, you know how fucking crazy it is. I have never seen so many kids in the city until tonight. Strollers and New Yorkers are not a good combination because all you see are strollers hitting people's heels and people getting enraged. But hey, welcome to new york. When we reached the Rockefeller Tree, I was so captivated by the size of the tree and the lights that the insane amount of people didn't really bother me. I have never felt more festive and excited for Holidays until I saw what its like in the Big Apple!! We stopped at a CVS because I had to buy a pregnancy test. No, I don't think I'm pregnant but shawn did cum a little inside of me, so it doesn't hurt to check. Even though I was pretty sure that I wasn't pregnant, taking a test is always the scariest moment of a girls life. Because at that moment, you're preparing yourself for the worst scenerio, and then you start thinking about what youre life would be like if you had a baby. Talk about getting disowned, that's exactly what my parents would do. I took the test and.... PHEW!!!! I'm in the clear!!! it's always such a relief when you see that one line instead of two and that negative sign instead of positive.
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So today I spent most of the day freaking out about Matt because he never got back to me. Thankfully when I woke up I saw that he texted me saying "I'm so sorry I fell asleep I really meant for you to come up". I sighed in relief that maybe I do have a chance. My friend He texted me that night asking If I wanted to hang out and I said yes i'll come up.
I walked in his room and it was dark. That was the first sign I knew that he was planning for something to happen. I walked over to his bed and hopped on. We talked for over an hour just about little things like tattoos, family, our dogs haha. We both have chihuahuas so I guess that means we're soulmates right? just kidding. We kept talking and then suddently he randomly told me how hot I was and that he wanted to get with. I suck at accepting compliments. Where I should've said "thank you, you too" I just kinda blushed and smiled embarrassingly. lol my life. We started touching each other flirtatiously without doing anything too forceful. I looked over to watch the boring bullshit we put on tv. (we both knew we werent going to just lay there and watch chopped all night). All of a sudden he rushed on top of me and started to kiss me. He was aggressive to say the least. He started biting my neck and biting my lips. Oh my god aggressive guys are such a turn on!!!! He started kissing me boobs and making his way down by stomach.....that's my ultimate weakness in bed. He turned me around and we started to fuck from behind. boyyyyyyy I've never orgasmed from penetration, but this time was different. I could feel myself hyperventilating and I aggressively grabbed his arm muscles and divined jaw line. He had me shook. After we were done, I put his comfortable sweater on and we cuddled while watching multiple epsiodes of fresh prince. I found my self laughing all the time when I'm with him. And if you know me, you know that I don't laugh a lot around you unless I consider you special. Of course I laugh but it's always my fake (I have to laugh or else they will think I"m a stuck up bitch) laugh. My real laugh is when it sounds something in between someone having an asthma attack and someone having an orgasm, it's some nasty shit. So if I really laugh in front of you, you're special. like really special. I ended up spending the night in his room and we just fell asleep watching family guy hahaha ` After the shit show of a day I've thought about the drama and I realized I don't want to get involved. There's only a week left of school, meaning I have to deal with final projects, homework, and exams. Drama is the least of my problems.
Remember that guy Matt I was telling you guys about? Well after the drama filled night I had, I was really happy to get a text from him asking to hang out. He came down to my room and we were talking about my project. He went over my essay and asked me if I wanted him to do it. (uh hello, fuck yes!!). He started typing my paper and researching quotes as I sat there staring at his perfect face. We talked and talked, which is nice considering guys nowadays don't want to know anything about who you are. Guys just want to know what's under your clothes instead of what's under your heart. We found out we have a lot in common. We are both really calm and chill people who don't like extremely loud noises or loud people. It felt nice for someone to ask me questions just this once. We hung out for three hours, which is a long time considering we weren't really doing anything school productive. Eventually he left the room but texted me later asking if I wanted to spend the night in his room. Of course i did!! I said yes but he never got back to me about it so I ended up falling asleep in my room. I'm that girl who will start to panic is a guy doesn't answer my texts and I start wondering what I did wrong. Even though I know I didn't. So of course the next day I was lowkey freaking out about the fact that he never texted me back. Is he not interested in me? Maybe he changed his mind? All kinds of shit is running through my mind. Today has been one big SHIT of a SHOW. First, my friend Tori wakes up and gets a text from this guy she used to hook up with named Nathan and it said "why are you telling people we are talking again". Tori has not said one thing about him and he is just a drama loving bastard to say the least. Tori also just told our friend Chase that she has no interest in him as anything more than just a friend. So Chase apparently started a rumor that Nathan and Tori are talking again, when they aren't. So this drama is going on and then there's drama with my friends and my roommate.
Me, Tori, and Tara are in the cafe eating dinner when we get a call from my roommate saying shes freaking out and lost her phone and wanted us to help her find it. Keep in mind that my roommate is also the girl who cries wolf way to many times. She always pranks us and lies about stupid shit. So we all were like nah we're not going to walk all the way to the dorm to look for her phone because she said the whole third floor is helping her. My roommate got pissed at all of us and said we are shitty friends because we didn't help her??? She lost her phone in our room, i could see if she lost it in the city or somewhere outside, but in the room???? You don't need thirty people helping her look for your phone, plus you could use find my iphone!!!! duh that's why apple made it!!!!So she's ignoring all of us except Tori. Because Tori is the type who will feel bad and make all of us look like the bad person. okay. Anyway I don't wanna go on any further because I'm so livid I cant even typr righykjwfnwhfq hghefa |
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